7:57 PM

Everytime before i on my com, while walking on the street, while i'm at my workplace, i have actually "sketch" out some brief ideas of wat i'm going to write here. BUT when it comes to real action, i lost the feeling and momentum. haha!

Yesterday, Serene and i went to school to look for Mr Cheng. We did some talking. We came to a very weird topic/subject for conversation - when you are affected by other people's opinions/comments easily is really a living hell. When u let ur feelings to be affected by them, ur life is controlled by them. Everybody makes comments. If u are going to let them hurt u, i think your life will be really miserable. it makes sense right? haha! AND Counting ur blessings is something which u can make urself more contented. YEah! i will try to count and not complain that the world is unfair.

I feel miserable. Life sucks. I'm living aimlessly, not knowing where my future lies. I should have worked harder. But den i wont give up so easily!
so are you testing my patience?

written, CINDY