8:07 PM

CINDY..
WAKE UP..
you are just so pathetic.
useless..

i felt so disappointed.
do i deserve all these??
all these setbacks i'm facing now..

ok look at my maths.....
LOOK..
i got so damn lousy
ok i'm not trying to say hey. my maths is damn fabulous so damn super pro.
but i don think i deserve that..
i dono wat am i doing lohx.
i felt so miserable.
so useless..
and hopeless.
i mean oh ya it's at least u can promote.
but when everyone is like getting 50 and 60 plus or even A. and here i'm struggling with an E.
is that wat u call fair?
i just donno how to put it in words.
maybe ppl may say oh i'm trying to say my maths is so damn pro and i cant get all these marks.
but wait. it just kind of demoralising.
haix..
and now bio.
i thought ok ahx.
but in the end.
i still cant get A level pass.
becasue of tat stupid 10 marks essay.
convert to percentage is like i'm giving away 17.5% just like tat....

SAVE ME..
i really felt so hopeless....

is like when other ppl copy copy to secure their CA marks.
i donno la.
WHATEVER.

written, CINDY