6:17 PM

ok.. i 'm not happy...
i have alot of things to trouble. so please don give me more k..
i'm getting more and more agitated now.
of all the things they said.
why cant they just say the truth.?
why they like to keep it all to themselves?
for wat?
self-defence?
so they can have something different in the final show down?
OH MAN!
this shouldnt be the behaviour of friends right?
i'm rather saturated now.
by all those words said by ppl.
they may be something "oh i never study"
in the next instant they seemed to be answering all the questions asked by teachers...
and apparently they got them all correct..
wat does that goes do show?
they are smart in nature?
i'm just stupid?
i study like hell and i cannot make up wat's the answer for all the questions?
even if i mug real hard i also couldnt catch up with them?
ok. obvious this is not the reason.
THEY DID study.
i knew it at that instant.
They are lying..
a typical lie which i couldnt even see through!!!!!
I AM DAMN STUPID!!!!...
i look like some pathetic girl who does not even know how unfair and cruel this world can be....
Hey look at me...
i have lot so things to handle to think about........
dont come telling me all sorts of lies just to deny the fact that you did study.
it is damn annoying..
Come on la!
it is that difficult to say the truth?
will your mouth rot???
no right?!!!
i cant take it MAN!
i mean i cant say anything if u choose to lie to me.
ok i have to choose to accept it!!!

wat shit!
i cannot take it now
wat if i cant get through the promos?
i'm definitely at the chopping boar.
it is really up to the teachers and principal by that time.
haix.
no other alternative unless they are willing to give me another chance......
right?
maybe i 'm going to drop my PHYSICS...
i think i cant survive that long...
struggling and in the end getting 4E is impossible.. i think......

PPL ARE SO SELFISH...
why?
so self-centred.
and the problem is i still have my GP to handle.
i'm on the VERGE of breaking down......
YA SOON...

written, CINDY