8:44 PM
it has been one month since i last blogged. felt so weird. getting stressed up.
busy busy busy. haix wat can i do besides schoolwork?
i donno wat got into me this few weeks.
i really donno why i get so upset over results and stuffs.
izzit because im giving myself too much pressure? or izzit i'm just not cut out to be studying in jc? or even because i am not concentrating well enough?
apparently it seemed like it's all the factor.
haix. i'm going crazy if this goes on. sometimes i felt so helpless. and the chem spa? haix don talk abt it anymore. i have screwed chem spa up!!! it's drastic
and the stupid singing com!!1 tat minus track!!!! ahx i'm going crazy sooner or later!!!!!!!!!!
shit shit shit!!
i need to sleep. sleep all the way.
who knows? or who remember
written, CINDY