i am sad.. worry not only for my exam.. but for my guzheng exam.. it is like after o level.. and i haven even like practise for so long.. and i think i am going to fail the exam lohx.. haiz.. but i paid $13o++ to take the guzheng exam lohx.. must work hard le.. haiz i always laze around de.. i mean i don understand wat kind of life i am living now.. haiz.. life suck.. right?? watever shit did i done again.. wat did i done wrong again?? today never go guzheng.. walked around hougang mall.. nothing to do... loneliness engulfed me.. suddenly felt tat i am the only one in the world.. but i just couldnt understand wat myself is thinking.. cant even fathom out myself.. who can huh?? snickering at me..? wat is the purpose.. -- to hurt me..? yes.. u did.. i cant erase memory.. i can only wait for it to fade away slowly.. it really hurts me.. and moreover i cant bring it out anymore.. it may only indictae that i am so petty and narrow minded.. To me, i can forgive.. but not forget.. forgetting something which has scarred my life..? i abhor them..
written, CINDY
Hello
Hello, darlings. The name's CINDY. I am female/male.
Me
NINEteen
15 December
Saggitarus
Dancer
♥ CHOCOLATES
♥ ice-cream/cakes
♥ Balloon/flowers/Swing!
♥ Everything that is CHECKED/Coat
♥ RED! brown purple
♥ Mickey/Minnie Mouse
♥ Princess/Tiara
♥ MY LONG HAIR
And the list goes on ...
WANTS
* RED leather handBAG
* White/Red Striped leather watch
