*[ thinking.. star in the sky ]*
1:12 PM
hello.. hey hey.. here again.. this is one of the branches here.. welcome welcome.. haha.. anyway now monday.. wat am i doing..?? blogging instead of studying.. time fly really very fast.. haha really.. now is already september.. two more moths and i am leaving this school.. haha so funny huh.. i am leaving lohz.. where will i go after tat..?? up or down.. will all my efforts go down the drains..? or did i ever study hard..? will i regret tat i never study hard now..?? i donno.. i don wish to think so far.. *haha* (*_*)
many things happen.. i usually think.. why should i be the one...? but did the scissors or pen knives ever touched my wrist..? no.. wan to know why..? cos it is not worth it..!!! haha.. funny huh. i did try to.. all these came across my mind.. ending my life and all my pain will go.. haha.. but i just don dare.. everytime i wanted to try.. my hand lose control.. i cant bring myself to cut it down.. maybe i don wanna my wrist to be scarred.. but whatever it is.. i just donno...
i always say i been through so much.. but i never really learn or grow.. right..? haha i noe u guys must have agreed totally to these... i donno why lehz.. i am so dependent so emotional... haha.. and my mood swings huh? i also donno lehz..
heard gen dedication on air just now.. haha tat girl huh always dedicate de.. i also tried before... and i won a pair of ticket to the cinderella movie lehz.. haha.. actually i tried abt 1 hour.. calling in 17 times and carrie chong did not ever pick it up.. but i try again the next day.. and yes.. i won the tickets.. haha.. good huh... must have determination.. haha.. watever crap i am saying now.. but tat is the truth lehz..
[CiNdY throwing her temper]
written, CINDY
