5:27 PM

i am so tired... haix`__ donno wat to do.. tomorrow bio practical.. well prepared...?nahx`__ prepare for the worst... anything can happen tomorrow... so i only hope for the better..

actually,will u forgive a person who told u a white lie..? a lie for your own good..? hahax`__ do u believe..? i mean a liar is a liar.. there is no difference.. they are both a liar... a liar tat afraid to break ur heart..? a liar tat scare to hurt u.. a liar tat thought u wouldnt take the truth..? i think it is just nonsense.. the liar himself just cannot bring himself to open his mouth..? right..? maybe it is all that do matter, but when u found out tat he lied to u.. what will u do..? get angry..? scold him.. or be in a trance.. thinking wat punishments he should get.. maybe u shouldnt even got to know... it is better.. i think so... maybe it is really for ur own good.. but will u realise it..? i doubt so.. u will only think tat he lies to u.. maybe not once.. many times..

white lies.. are there white liars in th world..? why are their words so convincing and so real... and u dont ever know tat they are actually lying to u.. did they ever tried to lie.. that's why their acting skills are so good..? i donno... i just don understand.. but even tat.. their intentions are good.. this is wat i have to say..

i need to comtemplate... as my memories recede.. it is time for me to go on... to think of wat to do next... In retrospect, i laugh at all the silly things i have done... hoping not to repeat the same mistakes again... not hope.. but must... definitely cannot... if i regret.. it is futile to cry over split milk... if it is done.. den let it be done... it cant be undone...

wat can i say more..? 

written, CINDY