2:03 PM

fear of everything..
she lost herself..
she doesnt know where to find herself back..
in the darkness of her own world..
she couldnt feel anything..
nothing.. she couldnt feel her own existence
she is finding other ways to release herself from her otherwise mundane life
oridinary..
uninteresting..
she is so uncertain..
everything is in a mess
in chaos now..
everyday is just a routine to her..
the list go on.. it is just endless...
really..
haix...
wat can she do..? 

written, CINDY